what the hell is wrong with MY world..

Okay..dun start getting annoyed with my complaining again.I cant it. My life just went way damn worse again! I tot my horrible results, my loss of friends was already a headache to me..but bingo! More problems came out. Now my brother went for the stupid army checkup and they were suspicious of his heart, someting abt maybe a hole in his heart and he needs to go re-check up again at Alexandra Hospital. Hooray! He may go to PES C and at least it is not so bad but damn it! He has heart problems and I am not happy about it. My mom's cousin dies from a hole in his heart and what the hell...and for me, I never going to take health for granted again. I need to go check-up again..for some health problems and I am very worry. Ya...so Fan-tastic.

Yeah..looks like God is trying to tame me till I die...because I tink back again, though after each setback I regain my steps, but there are too many downs in my life. I tink I have experienced alot in life. Like relationship etc etc, that it makes me kind of scared of life now. I am quite afraid of Monday my brother test report, and worst, will my other twin brother suffer the same problem? Is it genetic first? I am scared. Scared for my whole health too.

Okay gal..pull urselves up, smile and hope for the best! :)

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[Weina]

hey...dun worry k. sometimes life throws us obstacles but it's how we overcome them that makes us stronger pple. i know it's cliche. but..yeah. i'll be ard as usual!